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l00k @ mi nEw ic0n. iTz jUst lyK ma nAme. lOl. yEstadaii i wUz sOoO maD at mY mOm i throUgh mY nEw kEybOrd aT tHa wAll. It mAdE a dEnt iN dA waLl. i pUt a pOsTeR ovA it. nO1 wIll eVa no lOl im sOoo bAdAss lOl. sUrvEs mY mOm rIte. ShE tOtAlI dEsErvEd iT cUz sHe is SoOoOo meEAn.
i rOte a pOem. teLl me if U lYk it.
my wrists are raw
with emotion
and blood
i want my life
to be good
you don't understand
no one understands
what pain
i go through
every
day
x
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[18 Jun 2005|04:23pm] |
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taKin bAk sUndAii |
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i h8 lYfe m0re tHan eVur. mY mOm iZ sOOoOoOo gAy. i Lyk bOuGhT a sHurt frUm mY 2nd HoMe aKa hOt tOpiK aNd iT sAid sLakEr on It bUt tHe a wAz an AnArcHI sYmbOl aNd mY m0m lyk.. TOOK IT fRum me. i wUz liK 'mOm wTf if cOsteD me $45 fOr dAt shIrt.' shEz lYk 'i Don kAre.' anD sO i rAn iN mY rOom cRyIn! mI mom bOughT me aa nEw cOmpUter 2 sAi sOrrI buT i sTiLl h8 hEr!!!!
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[13 Jun 2005|09:21am] |
oK SO i h8 mY mOM sooOOOoO mUCh. i wENt 2 HoTT TOPIc eVEn Tho SHE sEd ThaT I WaSNt AloOwED So NoW sHEs cUtTIng My AlLOwANce 4 2 wEEkz N iM nOT alLoWEdD 2 gO 2 Da mALl WiTHouT hEr OR my DaD!!!1! I ThINk Il RuN aWAy 2 mY FrEiNd StefFyz HoUSe beCUz hEr mOM iS KeWl N sHEd pRObaBLy lEt Me GO 2 HoT TOPiC. I KiNDa lIkE sumMer CuZ iCaN bE bY mYSElf. Im KINda PIsSEd oFf Tho CuZ oNly 1 PErsoNS caLled ME siNcE SUmMeR StRteD/. wELl ImM GonNA GO cUtT sTUfF.
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[10 Jun 2005|07:21pm] |
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oMg i hAvNt uPd8eD in lYk 4 eVr. toDaIi i wEnt tO da mAlL aNd mA mOm wuLdnT lEt mE gO iN tO hOt tOpIc. i WaS sOoOoO mAd. i CrIed foR lyk aN hOur. nOw iM ok cuZ im PlAnNin oN rUnnIn aWai. iLl gO 2 tHa mAlL anD bUy wUtevR i wAnt wIt oUt my mOm. oMg my lIf sUx n iM rEllE mAd @ mY mOM.
wElL im oUt. cOmMent. [oNlIi nIcE cOmMentZ tHo cUz tHa mEaN oNEz hUrt mA fEeLinGs ='(]
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[05 Jun 2005|12:04pm] |
oMg lOok @ dIs. I cOouLd RlLy UsE sUm.
lOL.
WeLL eVRyThInG iS Ok RiTE nOw. I GUeSs As oK aS iT poSSiBlY cOuLd B 4 My LIfE. i StiLl CrI a LoT. tHe OnLY ThInG ThaT SeMs 2 HlEp Is CuTtIng.
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[02 Jun 2005|04:25pm] |
lOlz lASt nIgHt i lYk fOunD a dIgItiL cAmrA I toOk SuM piKtuRez oF mA fAce. lOl!@!!!!!!!!!!! pLz dOn lAugh aT mA faCe er iLl cRi. ='[ LOL
datz AlL!
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[01 Jun 2005|09:54pm] |
uH oH im RlLy WoRriED. My mOM AskEd mE tHiS mOrnING WhY I aLwaYS WeAR lONg SleEVEs. Im RlY sCareD WhY bEcuZ I ThiNK ShE mIGHT SeND mE ToO oNE oF tHoSE AsSyliMs. I ReaD a BoOK CalLeD cUt N ItS aBouT OnE oF ThoSe GrLs tHaT cUtS hERsElf LeIK mE N sHe GeTS SeNT tO OnE oF ThoSE pLaCeS. HeR NaME iS CaLLiE WhIcH iS AlMOSt ThE exACt SaME aS MiEn. WlEL NEWayS ShE doEsNt TlAK to AnyOnE aT fiRsT bUt The MaIn ThinG iS tHaT She FiNdS HeLP AnD FriENdS So MayBE I Do WaNt To Go To A MENTaL HOsPiTaL WiSh Me LuCK.
LuV
broken wings...
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[31 May 2005|06:42pm] |
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nEw lAyOuT. i sToLe iT fRum sUm sItE lOl. It gOez wIt mA pErSoNaLty cuZ iM sAd aNd CrYin. y r sO mAni pPl bEin sOo meAn 2 mE. i jUsT wAnt SuM fERiEndz. Lol
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[31 May 2005|12:25pm] |
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i wIsH sUm1 uNdErstUd mE. nO1 dOez tHo. aT sKeWl i HaVe tO wEaR lOnG sLEeVez tO cOvEr My sCaRz. iTz sOoO hOt OuT tOo. yEsTrdAi i DiDnT eAt AnYtHin. i ThInk Im AneReXik. tHe oNli tHiNg tHAT mAkEz mEe hApPi iZ my mUsiC. tAkIn bAk sUndAi. 2 hElL wIt u AnD aLl uR fRiEndZ! sUmtImeZ i Cri mYsLf 2 sLeEp cUz iM so sAd. wHeN wIlL dIz aLl eNd?!??? i wAnNa be HapPi agAin.
*snifFlez*
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[29 May 2005|08:11pm] |
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fAlL ouT boY- taKinG baK suNdaY |
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dIz iS mA nEw Lj. i gUeSs i sHoUlD wRitE abOUt wAt hApEnd 2dai. i wOke uP cRyin cUz im rElli sAd. i aSked my mOM iF i cOuLd go 2 dA malL buT shE sAid i HaD 2 dO my hOMewOrk. i cRiEdd soOoO hArD bEcuz I rEllE wAnted tO sEe mY bFf. HeR naMe iZ sTefFi. wE mEt aT sChooL bEcuz wE werE bOtH cRyiN. sHE tAughtT meE hOw 2 cut. I luv hEr 4 thAt. iT kIndA huRtz ReLE Bad bUT I kInd of fEel LeK i BleEdE oUT mY dePreSSiON. anOthER thinGG thAT hELps mE gET my DpRssIOn oUT is FaLL oUT bRotHerS. ItZZ a sOng bY sOme gUY whOzzZ aNgRY aT tHE woRLd Leik mE. mY neW lYouT iS bLaCK, JsT lEIk Mah HrTT♥ &tears; weLL pRctiClLy tEH onLy gOoD tHinG tHat hAAPpenD toDaY waS GiLLEEte mAed NeW RazrS thAt R eVN sHrPr foR beTTeR cuTTinG. SumTimEZ I cuT sO muCH in DA ShoWeR thAT i ForGET to ShavE. itZ leIK a ReD CarPEt of BloOOd.
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